A HALFWAY DRAFT - INCOMPLETENESS

My head went sailing,
High above the shore,
Eyes
Traced the spindrift plying
Crested crashings evermore.
I uhz
Warmed by the sun
Bouncing off the sea


I fear the passing of every day,
I feel my time being pulled away,
It hardly matters,
Anyway
Whats my time to theirs or thine?
Moments bubbling in gurgling brine
Green with youth and salty with age,
Spiced learning beneath a bitter rage
Against the motion of it all.
Rage against the notion of the ends distant call,
On turbid oceans no man can forestall
The pull of world's edge and that final fall
Over the last seas ledge, into the maw
Of blackness, questions, and sleep in the raw.

Coffee Caffeine Coke

Come on talk to me,
You never talk to me,
At least you never do
The way I want you to.

Come on look at me,
You see me looking at you,
And I guess our eyes meet,
But you're never looking back
The way I want you to.

Unrequited yeah,
Its fucked up but fair,
Feels fucked up to care
As much as I do.

Unrequited yeah,
I don't mean to stare,
but
I can't help but suck up to you.

Unrequited yeah,
You think I suck, thats fair,
I'll be a gift wrapped fuck up for you,
For you

For my first love
And my worst friend.
Am I aiming too high?
I'd be a fool not to try
Nah thats just a joke,
Girl yah make me sigh,
Disappointment makes me choke,
I know you cannot tell a lie
Until you get your coffee, caffeine, coke.

Ogrll

There are people in life that
Will laugh cheat and lie
And try try try
To pick you apart
As if it were art.

There is scum on the streets that
Will cry, bitch, and bleat
and beg beg beg
For a mouthful of meat
And they won't be discrete.

The priveleged have power that
Can organize every hour
Gone by by by
But those efforts will sour
On behalf of a flower
Or an orphan.

And I I I
I'll just sit and wonder why
What use it is to try
And be the nicest guy I can
When you don't seem to understand
That in the face of every poker hand
I'm still the stoic and sullen man
Thats never seen a girl as grand
As you.

Oh girl,
How can you think its so paltry
That I've born the yolk of society
And remained distinctly me?
Ogre-ill.
How can it be so hard to see
The gold I seek is sincerity.
To be bold is sometimes no mercy.