Sunday, December 6, 2009
drunken epiphany
Two steps, two steps, thats all you get, love the lesson you learn to forget. Turn to the plan writ secondhand, muster common place demands. Test market flow, research prospect, targeting certitude is never suspect. I am the laughing in the darkness, I am your bitter loving snarkiness.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
A HALFWAY DRAFT - INCOMPLETENESS
My head went sailing,
High above the shore,
Eyes
Traced the spindrift plying
Crested crashings evermore.
I uhz
Warmed by the sun
Bouncing off the sea
I fear the passing of every day,
I feel my time being pulled away,
It hardly matters,
Anyway
Whats my time to theirs or thine?
Moments bubbling in gurgling brine
Green with youth and salty with age,
Spiced learning beneath a bitter rage
Against the motion of it all.
Rage against the notion of the ends distant call,
On turbid oceans no man can forestall
The pull of world's edge and that final fall
Over the last seas ledge, into the maw
Of blackness, questions, and sleep in the raw.
High above the shore,
Eyes
Traced the spindrift plying
Crested crashings evermore.
I uhz
Warmed by the sun
Bouncing off the sea
I fear the passing of every day,
I feel my time being pulled away,
It hardly matters,
Anyway
Whats my time to theirs or thine?
Moments bubbling in gurgling brine
Green with youth and salty with age,
Spiced learning beneath a bitter rage
Against the motion of it all.
Rage against the notion of the ends distant call,
On turbid oceans no man can forestall
The pull of world's edge and that final fall
Over the last seas ledge, into the maw
Of blackness, questions, and sleep in the raw.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Coffee Caffeine Coke
Come on talk to me,
You never talk to me,
At least you never do
The way I want you to.
Come on look at me,
You see me looking at you,
And I guess our eyes meet,
But you're never looking back
The way I want you to.
Unrequited yeah,
Its fucked up but fair,
Feels fucked up to care
As much as I do.
Unrequited yeah,
I don't mean to stare,
but
I can't help but suck up to you.
Unrequited yeah,
You think I suck, thats fair,
I'll be a gift wrapped fuck up for you,
For you
For my first love
And my worst friend.
Am I aiming too high?
I'd be a fool not to try
Nah thats just a joke,
Girl yah make me sigh,
Disappointment makes me choke,
I know you cannot tell a lie
Until you get your coffee, caffeine, coke.
You never talk to me,
At least you never do
The way I want you to.
Come on look at me,
You see me looking at you,
And I guess our eyes meet,
But you're never looking back
The way I want you to.
Unrequited yeah,
Its fucked up but fair,
Feels fucked up to care
As much as I do.
Unrequited yeah,
I don't mean to stare,
but
I can't help but suck up to you.
Unrequited yeah,
You think I suck, thats fair,
I'll be a gift wrapped fuck up for you,
For you
For my first love
And my worst friend.
Am I aiming too high?
I'd be a fool not to try
Nah thats just a joke,
Girl yah make me sigh,
Disappointment makes me choke,
I know you cannot tell a lie
Until you get your coffee, caffeine, coke.
Ogrll
There are people in life that
Will laugh cheat and lie
And try try try
To pick you apart
As if it were art.
There is scum on the streets that
Will cry, bitch, and bleat
and beg beg beg
For a mouthful of meat
And they won't be discrete.
The priveleged have power that
Can organize every hour
Gone by by by
But those efforts will sour
On behalf of a flower
Or an orphan.
And I I I
I'll just sit and wonder why
What use it is to try
And be the nicest guy I can
When you don't seem to understand
That in the face of every poker hand
I'm still the stoic and sullen man
Thats never seen a girl as grand
As you.
Oh girl,
How can you think its so paltry
That I've born the yolk of society
And remained distinctly me?
Ogre-ill.
How can it be so hard to see
The gold I seek is sincerity.
To be bold is sometimes no mercy.
Will laugh cheat and lie
And try try try
To pick you apart
As if it were art.
There is scum on the streets that
Will cry, bitch, and bleat
and beg beg beg
For a mouthful of meat
And they won't be discrete.
The priveleged have power that
Can organize every hour
Gone by by by
But those efforts will sour
On behalf of a flower
Or an orphan.
And I I I
I'll just sit and wonder why
What use it is to try
And be the nicest guy I can
When you don't seem to understand
That in the face of every poker hand
I'm still the stoic and sullen man
Thats never seen a girl as grand
As you.
Oh girl,
How can you think its so paltry
That I've born the yolk of society
And remained distinctly me?
Ogre-ill.
How can it be so hard to see
The gold I seek is sincerity.
To be bold is sometimes no mercy.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Background Check
I’ve been so strung up lately,
I hardly know what to do,
My silly problems are
Creeping up finally,
Human error, bureaucracy too.
Oh,
All this trouble is making me weary,
This situation just seems so strange,
I see my goals so clearly,
For how many more weeks must papers be arranged
Before I get the answers I want?
I never meant to mock authority,
Who judges the freedom I flaunt?
My mistake was living so freely,
Now I haven’t got a friend that can hold a pen,
Or
Sign a paper to set me free again.
Why oh why, poor old me,
No I don't really take this seriously,
Fuck the white man,
My oh my would you look at that sky?
Look at all the clouds, just blowing by.
I hardly know what to do,
My silly problems are
Creeping up finally,
Human error, bureaucracy too.
Oh,
All this trouble is making me weary,
This situation just seems so strange,
I see my goals so clearly,
For how many more weeks must papers be arranged
Before I get the answers I want?
I never meant to mock authority,
Who judges the freedom I flaunt?
My mistake was living so freely,
Now I haven’t got a friend that can hold a pen,
Or
Sign a paper to set me free again.
Why oh why, poor old me,
No I don't really take this seriously,
Fuck the white man,
My oh my would you look at that sky?
Look at all the clouds, just blowing by.
My ISH Would Be ACE
Hey pretty baby
you ain't even gon' gimme
half-of-a-chance
you're just so mean,
...
Let's dance!
Hey pretty baby
Those look like pretty tight pants!
Should you loosen your belt?
nah...
Let's dance!
Stand there, look at me,
Pretend I'm up to no good,
Hit me with a look
Hard as red teak wood,
Ya think I think every girl that dances
Wants me under their covers?
So far, so wrong about that
Those ain't my girls... they were lesbian lovers!
Hey pretty baby,
Think I'm a sexist pig?
Well so are you! The difference is...
You like rolled out abs,
And my belly's too big.
Come on, Gimme gimme gimme
Gimme a hard time 'bout that!
You're just scared, honey
You know I know I ain't fat,
But the Lord did tell me:
"A little paunch is where its at!"
Hey pretty baby,
I think I know what you want...
Long term honey!
And I ain't got a chance,
But whatever, YOU'RE FUNNY...
Come on!
Let's dance!
You read a book about crooks,
And thieves of the heart,
Ya didn't know you were a bandit?
Its just the sum of yr parts!
Now gimme gimme gimme gimme
A little hip swinging arc.
All this reading is gonna keep you mean,
All I know is dancing, and it keeps me clean
All the places I could take you: you've never been!
All the dancin' we could do, you know we'd bulldoze the scene.
Too bad you can only sieve the world through your rich girl screen.
Look at me, Look at me, Look at me, Look at me,
Just another satin bastard, with no color tv,
Mustachioed gringo, pale skin, and sweat like paste,
Well if I had a million dollars you know my ISH would be ACE.
-Charlie Maguire
you ain't even gon' gimme
half-of-a-chance
you're just so mean,
...
Let's dance!
Hey pretty baby
Those look like pretty tight pants!
Should you loosen your belt?
nah...
Let's dance!
Stand there, look at me,
Pretend I'm up to no good,
Hit me with a look
Hard as red teak wood,
Ya think I think every girl that dances
Wants me under their covers?
So far, so wrong about that
Those ain't my girls... they were lesbian lovers!
Hey pretty baby,
Think I'm a sexist pig?
Well so are you! The difference is...
You like rolled out abs,
And my belly's too big.
Come on, Gimme gimme gimme
Gimme a hard time 'bout that!
You're just scared, honey
You know I know I ain't fat,
But the Lord did tell me:
"A little paunch is where its at!"
Hey pretty baby,
I think I know what you want...
Long term honey!
And I ain't got a chance,
But whatever, YOU'RE FUNNY...
Come on!
Let's dance!
You read a book about crooks,
And thieves of the heart,
Ya didn't know you were a bandit?
Its just the sum of yr parts!
Now gimme gimme gimme gimme
A little hip swinging arc.
All this reading is gonna keep you mean,
All I know is dancing, and it keeps me clean
All the places I could take you: you've never been!
All the dancin' we could do, you know we'd bulldoze the scene.
Too bad you can only sieve the world through your rich girl screen.
Look at me, Look at me, Look at me, Look at me,
Just another satin bastard, with no color tv,
Mustachioed gringo, pale skin, and sweat like paste,
Well if I had a million dollars you know my ISH would be ACE.
-Charlie Maguire
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
A year after I abandoned this blog, Chris pickled a fight with me.
Christopher
hows it
4:24amCharles
chill i guess
i am half agony and half hope
etc
it feels good
i got two jobs on monday
j.crew or american taproom "classic bar and grill"
4:26amChristopher
nice what is j crew
4:26amCharles
played j.crew's $9 an hour against American Taproom's 7.50+tips and came out on top with 8.50+tips
j crew is fancy pants jason schwartzman clothing
fancy clothes for businessmen but cut for people that aren't beer fat
like, medium polo shirt doesn't have 3 gallons of extra room in the gut
and the slacks don't tent, or taper in weird ass ways for flabby assed old men
4:28amChristopher
sounds kinda gay
4:28amCharles
well, you're gay, so take it as you will $9 an hour plus awesome clothes
and i'm not even working there, the speed with which i was hired was leverage at the restaurant
so i got a raise before they hired me
ayyyyyyy i got that pma
4:29amChristopher
pma?
4:29amCharles
positive mental attitude, listen to some bad brains
4:30amChristopher
......yeah, I applied for a job with the school district today, lunch lady i will be
4:31amCharles
cool
wages?
4:31amChristopher
hows school going
4:31amCharles
well enough
4:31amChristopher
dont know DOE
4:31amCharles
does?
4:32amChristopher
Wage is based on experience, you talk to them first
how did that $200 thing go
4:33amCharles
its not until september 12th
i may have said the 12th
4:33amChristopher
oh
4:33amCharles
but etc
4:33amChristopher
hey i got to go make a phone call, ill catch you later
4:34amCharles
peace!
5:20amChristopher
have you slept?
5:20amCharles
fuck no!
5:20amChristopher
why? did you go out tonight?
5:20amCharles
No...
5:20amChristopher
Just restless?
5:21amCharles
i spent all day trying to find a second hand cell phone and then dropped 75% of my cash in hand on a new cell plan
thank christ my mom had an upgrade i got a 200$ phone and a new contract with bluetooth for 110$ but now i've got 45$ for the rest of the week and yeah,. that sucks
the phone is a piece of shit though
shitty plastic casing, etc
i broke my razor last night, so i insured the new one for 5.99 a month so if i do break it it'll only be 50$ to replace as opposed to 220
but fuck! i'm an IDIOT
i'm going to get a new one on ebay or something as soon as i get a pay check and pay off some bills but god DAMN i'm behind the curve you know?
i've got to cancel this bullshit plan as soon as possible thank christ its only 9.99 + 5.99 a month
5:24amChristopher
hmmm....if you got a new one why worry about getting a new one
5:24amCharles
so after that i went to JJ to replace some of my contacts
because this phone is plastic and fat and hurts in my pocket and bulges bigger than my dick
these are all bad qualities
i like razors because they're metal and slim
5:25amChristopher
.....what happend to the razor
5:25amCharles
they're just not water proof
etc
5:25amChristopher
it just broke
5:25amCharles
no, its water proof
not water proof
submerging a razor in water will kill it like a vampire
5:26amChristopher
drop it in the toilet?
5:26amCharles
exactly!
slipped outta my pocket
5:26amChristopher
nice.
5:26amCharles
god damn slimness
btw jeff posted those videos of me pounding pitchers of beer at that bowling alley
5:27amChristopher
so why you so cracked out
5:27amCharles
i've finally got a reason to be proud of myself
5:27amChristopher
its like 5am
5:27amCharles
oh, because i'm 6 bud lights deep
5:27amChristopher
nice...
5:27amCharles
nah, weird
i'm drinking out the lust
5:28amChristopher
so i hear you guys had a going away party for cameron
lust for....
5:28amCharles
life?
5:28amChristopher
ah
5:28amCharles
i dunno, every pretty girl that crosses my path?
self deprication?
water boarding?
5:28amChristopher
you still have not worked that out yet
5:29amCharles
phillipe's bd attitude?
my own dick?
no wait, my mustache!
yeah!
my lust for my mustache
i look like a mexican
5:29amChristopher
a homo from the 80s'
5:30amCharles
mustache's = everyone's boyfriend thinks they're girl is trying to bang me
5:30amChristopher
exactly
5:30amCharles
its wonderful, i laugh at boyfriends all day long
5:31amChristopher
have you seen district 9
5:31amCharles
HELL NO!
5:31amChristopher
what time does your school start
5:31amCharles
the last movie i saw was Public Enemies
noon
5:31amChristopher
that movie blows
5:31amCharles
no, you blow
5:31amChristopher
maybe but what i say is true
that movie blows
5:32amCharles
tommy guns, model t's, tweed suits, and bank robbers do not blow
johnny depp is a mime, and you have no taste
subjectivity is not quantifiable therefore what you say is only true to you
5:32amChristopher
jonny depp is a sucker for sure things
5:32amCharles
go stare at your belly button please
just go stare deep into your belly button until you disappear, then johnny depp will do whatever you want
5:34amChristopher
lol subjectivity is all that really matters....learn that and you will feel a lot better
5:34amCharles
uh huh sure
subjectivity is all that doesnt matter to a free man, learn that and you can do and say whatever you want and you'll feel a lot better
what you want is what you need what you need is what you want what you want is what you can't have and what you can't have is what you desire
so stop listening to other people please
public enemies is about being a fucking man, and proving it historical accuracy can go to hell
5:36amChristopher
freedom requires thought. and doing what you please requires understanding.
5:37amCharles
getting what you want requires understanding and freedom requires not wasting your time
5:38amChristopher
.....that statement lacks backing buddy
5:38amCharles
uh, not so much as yours
who the fuck are you?
5:38amChristopher
your kinda saying both sides don't apply unless you choose for them to
5:39amCharles
well yeah
whats it called? oh yeah! pragmaticism!
suck a dic
k
5:40amChristopher
....sorry you are the least pragmatic person I know....logic isn't your strong point.
5:41amCharles
chris
like i said
suck a dick, brains aren't your strong point
why don't you go pay for someone's bar tab?
5:42amChristopher
.....nah, maybe, sometime
5:42amCharles
nice one! cleverness running out?
oh wait, nothing you said was clever, merely sarcastic
5:42amChristopher
just answering your pragmatic questions
5:43amCharles
there are no questions, just the fact that i've got a hard on for not caring
5:43amChristopher
sure i could see that
why dont you care
5:44amCharles
because I'm a lost soul! i'm beyond the salvation of the green party!
5:44amChristopher
i mean before you realized it got you hard and all
yeah so is the green party, but they still care
5:45amCharles
i've never met a person i looked down on, therefore i could give a fuck about caring, actions are all that exist
politics are the science of manipulation
find someone else's nipples to tweak
5:45amChristopher
oh.......I see
5:46amCharles
as i said, its 545 where i am, but i'm drunk and i was reading a psychology text book but whatever, what are you doing up at 345?
oh yeah, tweaking my nipples
are you going to watch jerry springer in the morning?
i mean, before the soaps, and morry?
is that where you get your philosophical stances?
5:47amChristopher
low blow
so low
5:47amCharles
you are a low blow, don't talk semantics with me
my "statement lacks logic" i am "not pragmatic" go fuck yourself
5:48amChristopher
i like to think think I can see, hear, and process meaningful thoughts, and come to a conclusion on my own terms....that is what caring does for me
5:48amCharles
caring has got you very confused my friend
5:49amChristopher
6 beers in and reading at 5:45am
5:49amCharles
oh shit
is that abnormal for a student?
oh well, i guess that status quo got me again
like i said, eat a dick faggot
5:50amChristopher
maybe but u cant see
5:50amCharles
uh huh
i'm blind
i need to open my eyes to cable television
5:50amChristopher
your not blind your dumb
5:50amCharles
gagga gagga gagga
chris, you're not smart, you're crazy
congratulations, is the bitterness coming out? do you feel the coffee shop growing inside you?
5:51amChristopher
Do you see daddy in the mirror yet?
keep trying.
5:51amCharles
no i see anti-daddy in the mirror
5:51amChristopher
you will get there some day
5:51amCharles
p.s. i sold your bong
are you above that?
5:52amChristopher
if you did it isn't cool, but people do what they got to do.
right?
5:53amCharles
well, it is cool because you're a fucked up drug abuser, and you're yet to prove otherwise
see the logic in that statement?
5:53amChristopher
thats just kinda funny
5:53amCharles
i know! i blew a line of ecstasy last night!
a big fat line of x
5:54amChristopher
sounds like fun.
5:54amCharles
it was mostly coke, and i didn't hallucinate
and no, i didn't get in touch with shit
it felt good, and then i got up in the morning
5:55amChristopher
yeah the next morning is not always the best feeling on the body or brain for that matter
5:56amCharles
uh huh, no
it was mostly coccaine
my fingers got numb, and i was giddy
shitty x
anyway
did you repair the squirrel damage to your car yet?
i bet you could figure that out at barnes and nobles
i hear wittgenstein has a lot to say about squirrels
5:57amChristopher
when I got here, i used my tax money to get the damaged electrical fixed not the seat belt.
5:58amCharles
cool
my dad gave me a car too
5:58amChristopher
I fixed my back bumper by myself
5:58amCharles
cute
5:59amChristopher
it took a few goes but it worked out
are you tired yet?
you should probably get some sleep, you got a day of school ahead of you.
6:01amCharles
i've got 10 hours of classes tomorrow baby! and then i'm going to the very last drug store cowboy show
6:04amChristopher
well it has been fun, I think I shall get some sleep.....just know Public Enemy and Jon deep blow! and enjoy the show!
6:04amCharles
http://vimeo.com/5896618
6:05amChristopher
what is this?
6:05amCharles
uhhh a short film?
6:06amCharles
featuring music by dono's band
6:06amChristopher
who is dono
6:07amCharles
remember the shorter, red headed roadie from the fuck yeah fest? he slept in our house? he's the drummer for the band that made the music for this video
he was also in giovanni's band for a while but they dissolved
6:07amChristopher
ah, is the film good?
6:08amCharles
it's a mind fuck
watch it twice
its 8 minutes
its in HD black and white just like Control
6:09amCharles
its got jazz crooning just like dark city
just stop asking questions and watch it
6:11amChristopher
ill check it out, gimme a call tomar. when you have some free time, and ill tell you what I thought about it. I got to get some sleep.
6:11amCharles
peace
6:11amChristopher
good night. GO TO SLEEP YOU CRACK HEAD!
6:11amCharles
do some crack you sleep head
hows it
4:24amCharles
chill i guess
i am half agony and half hope
etc
it feels good
i got two jobs on monday
j.crew or american taproom "classic bar and grill"
4:26amChristopher
nice what is j crew
4:26amCharles
played j.crew's $9 an hour against American Taproom's 7.50+tips and came out on top with 8.50+tips
j crew is fancy pants jason schwartzman clothing
fancy clothes for businessmen but cut for people that aren't beer fat
like, medium polo shirt doesn't have 3 gallons of extra room in the gut
and the slacks don't tent, or taper in weird ass ways for flabby assed old men
4:28amChristopher
sounds kinda gay
4:28amCharles
well, you're gay, so take it as you will $9 an hour plus awesome clothes
and i'm not even working there, the speed with which i was hired was leverage at the restaurant
so i got a raise before they hired me
ayyyyyyy i got that pma
4:29amChristopher
pma?
4:29amCharles
positive mental attitude, listen to some bad brains
4:30amChristopher
......yeah, I applied for a job with the school district today, lunch lady i will be
4:31amCharles
cool
wages?
4:31amChristopher
hows school going
4:31amCharles
well enough
4:31amChristopher
dont know DOE
4:31amCharles
does?
4:32amChristopher
Wage is based on experience, you talk to them first
how did that $200 thing go
4:33amCharles
its not until september 12th
i may have said the 12th
4:33amChristopher
oh
4:33amCharles
but etc
4:33amChristopher
hey i got to go make a phone call, ill catch you later
4:34amCharles
peace!
5:20amChristopher
have you slept?
5:20amCharles
fuck no!
5:20amChristopher
why? did you go out tonight?
5:20amCharles
No...
5:20amChristopher
Just restless?
5:21amCharles
i spent all day trying to find a second hand cell phone and then dropped 75% of my cash in hand on a new cell plan
thank christ my mom had an upgrade i got a 200$ phone and a new contract with bluetooth for 110$ but now i've got 45$ for the rest of the week and yeah,. that sucks
the phone is a piece of shit though
shitty plastic casing, etc
i broke my razor last night, so i insured the new one for 5.99 a month so if i do break it it'll only be 50$ to replace as opposed to 220
but fuck! i'm an IDIOT
i'm going to get a new one on ebay or something as soon as i get a pay check and pay off some bills but god DAMN i'm behind the curve you know?
i've got to cancel this bullshit plan as soon as possible thank christ its only 9.99 + 5.99 a month
5:24amChristopher
hmmm....if you got a new one why worry about getting a new one
5:24amCharles
so after that i went to JJ to replace some of my contacts
because this phone is plastic and fat and hurts in my pocket and bulges bigger than my dick
these are all bad qualities
i like razors because they're metal and slim
5:25amChristopher
.....what happend to the razor
5:25amCharles
they're just not water proof
etc
5:25amChristopher
it just broke
5:25amCharles
no, its water proof
not water proof
submerging a razor in water will kill it like a vampire
5:26amChristopher
drop it in the toilet?
5:26amCharles
exactly!
slipped outta my pocket
5:26amChristopher
nice.
5:26amCharles
god damn slimness
btw jeff posted those videos of me pounding pitchers of beer at that bowling alley
5:27amChristopher
so why you so cracked out
5:27amCharles
i've finally got a reason to be proud of myself
5:27amChristopher
its like 5am
5:27amCharles
oh, because i'm 6 bud lights deep
5:27amChristopher
nice...
5:27amCharles
nah, weird
i'm drinking out the lust
5:28amChristopher
so i hear you guys had a going away party for cameron
lust for....
5:28amCharles
life?
5:28amChristopher
ah
5:28amCharles
i dunno, every pretty girl that crosses my path?
self deprication?
water boarding?
5:28amChristopher
you still have not worked that out yet
5:29amCharles
phillipe's bd attitude?
my own dick?
no wait, my mustache!
yeah!
my lust for my mustache
i look like a mexican
5:29amChristopher
a homo from the 80s'
5:30amCharles
mustache's = everyone's boyfriend thinks they're girl is trying to bang me
5:30amChristopher
exactly
5:30amCharles
its wonderful, i laugh at boyfriends all day long
5:31amChristopher
have you seen district 9
5:31amCharles
HELL NO!
5:31amChristopher
what time does your school start
5:31amCharles
the last movie i saw was Public Enemies
noon
5:31amChristopher
that movie blows
5:31amCharles
no, you blow
5:31amChristopher
maybe but what i say is true
that movie blows
5:32amCharles
tommy guns, model t's, tweed suits, and bank robbers do not blow
johnny depp is a mime, and you have no taste
subjectivity is not quantifiable therefore what you say is only true to you
5:32amChristopher
jonny depp is a sucker for sure things
5:32amCharles
go stare at your belly button please
just go stare deep into your belly button until you disappear, then johnny depp will do whatever you want
5:34amChristopher
lol subjectivity is all that really matters....learn that and you will feel a lot better
5:34amCharles
uh huh sure
subjectivity is all that doesnt matter to a free man, learn that and you can do and say whatever you want and you'll feel a lot better
what you want is what you need what you need is what you want what you want is what you can't have and what you can't have is what you desire
so stop listening to other people please
public enemies is about being a fucking man, and proving it historical accuracy can go to hell
5:36amChristopher
freedom requires thought. and doing what you please requires understanding.
5:37amCharles
getting what you want requires understanding and freedom requires not wasting your time
5:38amChristopher
.....that statement lacks backing buddy
5:38amCharles
uh, not so much as yours
who the fuck are you?
5:38amChristopher
your kinda saying both sides don't apply unless you choose for them to
5:39amCharles
well yeah
whats it called? oh yeah! pragmaticism!
suck a dic
k
5:40amChristopher
....sorry you are the least pragmatic person I know....logic isn't your strong point.
5:41amCharles
chris
like i said
suck a dick, brains aren't your strong point
why don't you go pay for someone's bar tab?
5:42amChristopher
.....nah, maybe, sometime
5:42amCharles
nice one! cleverness running out?
oh wait, nothing you said was clever, merely sarcastic
5:42amChristopher
just answering your pragmatic questions
5:43amCharles
there are no questions, just the fact that i've got a hard on for not caring
5:43amChristopher
sure i could see that
why dont you care
5:44amCharles
because I'm a lost soul! i'm beyond the salvation of the green party!
5:44amChristopher
i mean before you realized it got you hard and all
yeah so is the green party, but they still care
5:45amCharles
i've never met a person i looked down on, therefore i could give a fuck about caring, actions are all that exist
politics are the science of manipulation
find someone else's nipples to tweak
5:45amChristopher
oh.......I see
5:46amCharles
as i said, its 545 where i am, but i'm drunk and i was reading a psychology text book but whatever, what are you doing up at 345?
oh yeah, tweaking my nipples
are you going to watch jerry springer in the morning?
i mean, before the soaps, and morry?
is that where you get your philosophical stances?
5:47amChristopher
low blow
so low
5:47amCharles
you are a low blow, don't talk semantics with me
my "statement lacks logic" i am "not pragmatic" go fuck yourself
5:48amChristopher
i like to think think I can see, hear, and process meaningful thoughts, and come to a conclusion on my own terms....that is what caring does for me
5:48amCharles
caring has got you very confused my friend
5:49amChristopher
6 beers in and reading at 5:45am
5:49amCharles
oh shit
is that abnormal for a student?
oh well, i guess that status quo got me again
like i said, eat a dick faggot
5:50amChristopher
maybe but u cant see
5:50amCharles
uh huh
i'm blind
i need to open my eyes to cable television
5:50amChristopher
your not blind your dumb
5:50amCharles
gagga gagga gagga
chris, you're not smart, you're crazy
congratulations, is the bitterness coming out? do you feel the coffee shop growing inside you?
5:51amChristopher
Do you see daddy in the mirror yet?
keep trying.
5:51amCharles
no i see anti-daddy in the mirror
5:51amChristopher
you will get there some day
5:51amCharles
p.s. i sold your bong
are you above that?
5:52amChristopher
if you did it isn't cool, but people do what they got to do.
right?
5:53amCharles
well, it is cool because you're a fucked up drug abuser, and you're yet to prove otherwise
see the logic in that statement?
5:53amChristopher
thats just kinda funny
5:53amCharles
i know! i blew a line of ecstasy last night!
a big fat line of x
5:54amChristopher
sounds like fun.
5:54amCharles
it was mostly coke, and i didn't hallucinate
and no, i didn't get in touch with shit
it felt good, and then i got up in the morning
5:55amChristopher
yeah the next morning is not always the best feeling on the body or brain for that matter
5:56amCharles
uh huh, no
it was mostly coccaine
my fingers got numb, and i was giddy
shitty x
anyway
did you repair the squirrel damage to your car yet?
i bet you could figure that out at barnes and nobles
i hear wittgenstein has a lot to say about squirrels
5:57amChristopher
when I got here, i used my tax money to get the damaged electrical fixed not the seat belt.
5:58amCharles
cool
my dad gave me a car too
5:58amChristopher
I fixed my back bumper by myself
5:58amCharles
cute
5:59amChristopher
it took a few goes but it worked out
are you tired yet?
you should probably get some sleep, you got a day of school ahead of you.
6:01amCharles
i've got 10 hours of classes tomorrow baby! and then i'm going to the very last drug store cowboy show
6:04amChristopher
well it has been fun, I think I shall get some sleep.....just know Public Enemy and Jon deep blow! and enjoy the show!
6:04amCharles
http://vimeo.com/5896618
6:05amChristopher
what is this?
6:05amCharles
uhhh a short film?
6:06amCharles
featuring music by dono's band
6:06amChristopher
who is dono
6:07amCharles
remember the shorter, red headed roadie from the fuck yeah fest? he slept in our house? he's the drummer for the band that made the music for this video
he was also in giovanni's band for a while but they dissolved
6:07amChristopher
ah, is the film good?
6:08amCharles
it's a mind fuck
watch it twice
its 8 minutes
its in HD black and white just like Control
6:09amCharles
its got jazz crooning just like dark city
just stop asking questions and watch it
6:11amChristopher
ill check it out, gimme a call tomar. when you have some free time, and ill tell you what I thought about it. I got to get some sleep.
6:11amCharles
peace
6:11amChristopher
good night. GO TO SLEEP YOU CRACK HEAD!
6:11amCharles
do some crack you sleep head
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